Monday, February 27, 2012

Ghosts.




And then it crashes into me, eating my soul, crushing my insides. 


It was all a masterfully crafted web of lies.


Constant paranoia for the things I shouldn't have been paranoid about. Because it was all lies. (And I think know it still is.)

I'm choking on my words, I can't speak clearly. I beg for words, for sound to pass through my lips. I want to call you out. 

What happened to the three strike rule? (I'm positive you passed strike three a long time ago.)

Lies penetrate my skin, soaking my bones, filling me constantly with fear and distrust. 

My entire world crumbles around me and I don't know how to fix it. I don't know where to begin. 



(Remind me how to trust again, I forgot.)
 



Everything you said to me was a lie. It was all for your benefit. (Are you happy now? Are you excited and elated that your lies are backfiring on you?)

You know I know, (don't deny it), yet you keep lying to me. You keep at your game, spinning your web. Go ahead. I dare you. It won't affect me any longer; I'm through.


I know all I need to know from you; from your wrists to your ankles you're a liar who will never change.

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